It has been awhile since I know what I want. For weeks, I have been wondering what is the right and wrong.
As my good friends all say, I have gone through so much bumps and repeating the weirdo cycle. WHY AM I HERE AGAIN? No doubt I can tell anyone of you that this time will be the one that make a difference. As you all know, she is Yoshiko Tey Mee Ho and how can I say that she will not be my gf nor can I say she will choose me after all this while.
It is true Kenny say, if I really love someone I should take the risk and it is also true what dine cehceh say, I have to bear the consequences and what came along. There is no one I can blame but myself if anything goes wrong. Yet alone, I choose to move on and pursue the unimaginable pathway to love her with all my heart.
Through my circle of friends, there is mixed feeling about this issue I know. Especially, Dine Cehceh, Tiffany, Candice, David Koko, Nic nic cehceh, Kenny Koko and Uncle Steiner (hehehehe)….. and also those I don’t mention… I wish I had an answer to explain to all of you how actually I feel about her and what might lie ahead of me. :D
It is also now that I thank Stephanie Tan for everything…. If not because of her, I won’t meet YoYo…. Who is extremely adorable, sweet, loving; yet annoying sometimes hehehe. But most importantly, she is gorgeous and pretty deep inside my heart. If it is because of Steph, I wouldn’t have choose this pathway to go after YoYo…. as well…..She has make me stronger and think more for myself plus taking into the consideration of what the opposite sex might think and feel.
Well this is the story of an exceptional love case. Where for the fourth time in my past 19 years and 10 month of life, I have fall in love with a girl who already has a boyfriend. All I can say every story has a beginning and ending, it is up to the girl and me to choose how we would like to end it. This time, is harder than before, the ending is yet unknown and unclear. It is true she has a boyfriend but that alone doesn’t stop or conclude our story because I choose to write the story and pursue till the end. I believe in myself and her that my true loves will one-day touches her heart. it will been when all my friends will see the seed grow into a small plant and later become a big tree that will grow even stronger and bigger as time goes.
Today, it wish to thank all the spirit of my circle of friends for everything, including the newly-added member to ISC Buddy Group, Kah Mun, Tat Weng and Hui Lin….of coz not to miss out my beloved one… Yoyo… :P… this is my blog and so I will make it as touchy and “rou ma” as I want hehehe. Take to all who read my blog…
Last but not least, my exam is coming up…. Nov 1, 5 question/ 8 question to finish in 1 hrs…arr….and 3 presentation and one major assignment…. All in one week time… best of luck to myself…. And all I wish for is not to receive the same welcoming as last few experience during this time…. The gal I love hurt me… so if yoyo read this please, don’t come up with any sort of pain and hurtful stuff and repeat the curse…. Of killing me with love problems… hehehehe…. Just joking…. But I do hope one day, you will really give me the chance to be with you….. and not just as a very good friend like now…. So let the time tells…..
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jacky, busy boys like you shouldnt have to shoulder even more weight :) i dont give u candy when you're stressed coz i know it doesnt make a difference to you but i hope you'll be happy always. i prefer not to comment on your situations because i dont know you as well as everyone else. so just to let u know that though we dont discuss your problems for hours and hours (and sometimes months!!!!), i just want you to be happy. nice boys should have nice endings.
love u lots
mun
jacky teo,
for goodness sake la, exams coming liao, assignments looming...dah lah still wanna think about all these kinda things....haha, i gotta say tho i'm glad u said it was weirdo cycle! cos it damn well is! neways, i'm glad u now noe wat u want but i also hope u remember wat u need...eg. a pass in ur units! okies?! ;p
hugs,
tiff
Somehow the forbidden fruit seems to always taste better. Well, like everyone said exam time is here. Stop thinking about girls, and think more of studies. That said, if it works out then good on you.
If it doesn't, don't think too much about it... And stop going after girls who already have a bf. eg. Nicole. Otherwise I'll kill you.
And to Dine Dine, Kah Mun, Geline, and Candice (hmm... 4-seater couch?)... all I can say is - "BE CAREFUL!"
hey dude!
haven't really OFFICIALLY commented anythg abt UR LURVE ISSUE even though i've been followin' closely to the 'drama series'...not as drama mama as tvb, but it's REAL (at least)..anyway, as ur goody fren -aka- motha, i wld want to see somethg good happening for u, it might sound really idealistic but i always believe in the notion of "happiness"..honestly, it's really up to U to know what it really is...no one can justify that better than u do..so if u think u are gonna be happy doin' this n everything else..go ahead and know that i'll b there to support u..also know that if ever u feel in any way less happy, it's okae...i'll b there too! that's what frens r for. i believe none of us here judges u for what had happened..if in any way, we make u feel different is coz we are concerned! take good care of urself..u need to be in the PINKest HEALTH to deal with this 'PERFECT' lady of urs.
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