What a day today.... i was so sick that i slept at Starbuck coffee for like 4 hrs... :D. hehehe. but what is nice is that i am able to drink my coffee at starbuck and almost everyday.
finally, i start my shopping i got a FCUK t-shirt for $19 and a shoe for $100 tommorow i might go get the giodarno jacket for $130 hehehe. so fun shopping here. but without money it is really suffering so many things to get and so expensive. :D
orh.. forget to tell. the backpackers is getting worst everyday don't know why. it seem like the weather is getting colder and i start to feel it is freeze in the backpackers and the smell is just unbareable. i might stay up late at crown casino lobby today and come back and sleep early in the morning.
Tuesday 29 June 2004
Sunday 27 June 2004
Trip to melbourne
wel.. My second in melbourne. not bad for a start i guess. but i can imagine how bad this trip could get if i haven't solve my probelm before coming.
first, i have problem with my financial becuase my freind unable to gte online and transfer the fund so pretty bad enough for me. but it's alright becuase not her fault is the banking system. then my housemate not willing to pay me the bill money damn shit.... further to that cause me trouble in my accomadation because she didn't tell me, my friend in melbourne is leaving which my friend told her to tell me. ergh..... lucky i found a backpacker later... :D anyway now i am safe and sound with my life going pretty fine. hanging around with Tedy and Elisabeth here and there. hehe.
We has just went to Chapel St, South Yarra. pretty fun :D. later we will be going to play pool agian yeah...... So that for today... oh.. forget about yesterday.... i was going out with my god sister, Chrsitine to Crown Casino where we go and play games and watch "Day after tommorow" what a nice movie like it so much .... espaically the graphics... :D
anyway i am looking for to spend more time here so see how it goes... :P
first, i have problem with my financial becuase my freind unable to gte online and transfer the fund so pretty bad enough for me. but it's alright becuase not her fault is the banking system. then my housemate not willing to pay me the bill money damn shit.... further to that cause me trouble in my accomadation because she didn't tell me, my friend in melbourne is leaving which my friend told her to tell me. ergh..... lucky i found a backpacker later... :D anyway now i am safe and sound with my life going pretty fine. hanging around with Tedy and Elisabeth here and there. hehe.
We has just went to Chapel St, South Yarra. pretty fun :D. later we will be going to play pool agian yeah...... So that for today... oh.. forget about yesterday.... i was going out with my god sister, Chrsitine to Crown Casino where we go and play games and watch "Day after tommorow" what a nice movie like it so much .... espaically the graphics... :D
anyway i am looking for to spend more time here so see how it goes... :P
Sunday 20 June 2004
A Day i call saturday
Well.... it have been a pretty bored day for me. however, i did go watch movie with my good freind tiffy and joey.... :D harry porter.... :D. then i was playing game the whole day after that and wondering what a life i have.
Exam, Relationship, Family and Work what is all this. is life must be tough at certain stages just to make a person grow stronger and tougher. can't we eventually developed to become strong and tough as we grow without suffering so much.... hm... well i guess people always say, we will not learn if we don't suffer or get some hard time... well anyway it is one very boring saturday.....
Exam, Relationship, Family and Work what is all this. is life must be tough at certain stages just to make a person grow stronger and tougher. can't we eventually developed to become strong and tough as we grow without suffering so much.... hm... well i guess people always say, we will not learn if we don't suffer or get some hard time... well anyway it is one very boring saturday.....
Saturday 19 June 2004
A peaceful day
Well... for the first time is many weeks.... i experienced a very peaceful day. Nothing seem to be very bad today. Exam goes pretty well.... university seem peaceful. and freinds are all quite happy.
i went to the airport today to send of candice and stiener. wat a sad thing gonna miss her so much and steiner also he brought so much fun to me at perth :D.
then just now i have coffee session with my nicole cehceh and tiffany... wah talk about our childhood story so fun.... they are really great being with them really cheer me up alot wish nicole cehceh will still stay here after she graduate gonna miss her so much too... it seem like evryone is leaving after this semester and my good friends are getting lesser. :(
nvm, i know in my heart they will always be around with them all around me i will happy and strong. oh.. forget about the most important thing, i was chatting with mie mie :D guess who.... well find out yourself. she is just so wonderful such a good listenner and adviser, i was like chatting with her for almost an hour... she is just so great... love chatting with her... she know so much stuff and most importantly she is a saggi... same as me hehehe.
i love all of them so much so nice and sweet... thanks guys you are the best
i went to the airport today to send of candice and stiener. wat a sad thing gonna miss her so much and steiner also he brought so much fun to me at perth :D.
then just now i have coffee session with my nicole cehceh and tiffany... wah talk about our childhood story so fun.... they are really great being with them really cheer me up alot wish nicole cehceh will still stay here after she graduate gonna miss her so much too... it seem like evryone is leaving after this semester and my good friends are getting lesser. :(
nvm, i know in my heart they will always be around with them all around me i will happy and strong. oh.. forget about the most important thing, i was chatting with mie mie :D guess who.... well find out yourself. she is just so wonderful such a good listenner and adviser, i was like chatting with her for almost an hour... she is just so great... love chatting with her... she know so much stuff and most importantly she is a saggi... same as me hehehe.
i love all of them so much so nice and sweet... thanks guys you are the best
Thursday 17 June 2004
Exam today
WTF? today is really a hell day. 1st have my exam which i did so badly and don't know whether i can pass or not and then my university make my life even difficult.
Ok let me tell you what happen. My international office in curtin university is telling us that they don't serve current international students anymore and just prospective international students. what kind of services is that. they added that such services for current student will be shifted to Student central. Do they even know how long the queue is at student central during the first few week of uni. What do they think we are really cash cow is it. WE pay about hundred thousand dollar and yet they don't want to serve us specially. DAMN Uni..... Well hope my next move will get the massage across may all the god be with me and stop this miniac from doing silly things.
So that is my uni..... as for my exam hm... another paper tommmorow at 3.30 pm so scared now need to study hard..... soooo no much time in writing this blog...
hope things will get better, really scared now.... life is getting tougher day by day... and my time is running short in doing all my things. now i feel so lonely and just wish to go back brunei and meet my parents who love me so much and pretty sister. :D hope they are all fine and stay healthy.
Ok let me tell you what happen. My international office in curtin university is telling us that they don't serve current international students anymore and just prospective international students. what kind of services is that. they added that such services for current student will be shifted to Student central. Do they even know how long the queue is at student central during the first few week of uni. What do they think we are really cash cow is it. WE pay about hundred thousand dollar and yet they don't want to serve us specially. DAMN Uni..... Well hope my next move will get the massage across may all the god be with me and stop this miniac from doing silly things.
So that is my uni..... as for my exam hm... another paper tommmorow at 3.30 pm so scared now need to study hard..... soooo no much time in writing this blog...
hope things will get better, really scared now.... life is getting tougher day by day... and my time is running short in doing all my things. now i feel so lonely and just wish to go back brunei and meet my parents who love me so much and pretty sister. :D hope they are all fine and stay healthy.
Wednesday 16 June 2004
Exam Around The Corner
Hm... exam is like 12hrs and yet i only start studying for the paper. well that's me being lazy and sad. today aren't that good either. i was so stupid just going university to see her and hoping to make myself feel better and study but who knows it turn out to be worst cause she was holding her so-called ex-bf hand and walking to the car. i am so disappointed and frustrated. i am here thinking about her and supporting her and yet she do this to me. but what can i say love is always unfair just that it has been unfair to me for the past 5 years of my life.
well she really pisses me off but still i miss her don;t know why, wish i can get over her. anyway thanks to her, i have an excuse of not study bad me huh.... always so unlucky near exam such things happen. happen to me in 2000, 2001, 2003 and 2004. 4 out of my last 5 year. break up with my first girlfriend in 2000 one week before my major 'O' level exam. In 2001, thanks to my so sweet lover make me half hanging and don;t know what to do and later happen agian in 2003 make me suffer from major depression for the whole year. finally get over it late last year. and this new girl came in and thought she will make a different outcome who know it happen to be the same. few days before my assignment due and one of my major paper and two week before my other final paper. :( what a LIFE?
ok enough with that. EXAM and study, hmm think about it i have some friend who are keep on supporting me like just now, i went to easy way with Cherrie and Amanda accompanying me. they were so nice although this is the first time i go out with them. and there i met zoey and her friends which make me think of steph well too bad. other than them, i have all my cehceh here like nicole and dine, candice, stiener & tiffany my good friend as well as my koko, david and kenny. they are all so nice to always cheer me up and talk to me. so happy to have them around but sad thing after next semester this group will split up coz some r graduating. :(
okie i guess now i need to go back to study if not my $1500 is gone. hehehe my graduation prize money :D thanks to my beloved sister and parents.
well she really pisses me off but still i miss her don;t know why, wish i can get over her. anyway thanks to her, i have an excuse of not study bad me huh.... always so unlucky near exam such things happen. happen to me in 2000, 2001, 2003 and 2004. 4 out of my last 5 year. break up with my first girlfriend in 2000 one week before my major 'O' level exam. In 2001, thanks to my so sweet lover make me half hanging and don;t know what to do and later happen agian in 2003 make me suffer from major depression for the whole year. finally get over it late last year. and this new girl came in and thought she will make a different outcome who know it happen to be the same. few days before my assignment due and one of my major paper and two week before my other final paper. :( what a LIFE?
ok enough with that. EXAM and study, hmm think about it i have some friend who are keep on supporting me like just now, i went to easy way with Cherrie and Amanda accompanying me. they were so nice although this is the first time i go out with them. and there i met zoey and her friends which make me think of steph well too bad. other than them, i have all my cehceh here like nicole and dine, candice, stiener & tiffany my good friend as well as my koko, david and kenny. they are all so nice to always cheer me up and talk to me. so happy to have them around but sad thing after next semester this group will split up coz some r graduating. :(
okie i guess now i need to go back to study if not my $1500 is gone. hehehe my graduation prize money :D thanks to my beloved sister and parents.
Tuesday 15 June 2004
One Day Before My First Paper Exam
Well... Come and think about it. i haven't been studying for the past one week niether have i concentrate on my study. it is so hard to know what i want. i keep telling myself and my freind around me i am fine etc but actually i am not. i miss her so much and yet i can't get in touch with her. she seem to be in my mind 24/7 and nothing can take her away. i try not to think about her but it seem to be just so hard, i play game and talk to other, yet she still in my mind after that. i really don't know what to do to forget her. i am now so scared exam is like tommorrow and yet i only study two chapter of my book out fo 5 for the friday paper. and tommorrow paper none at all. i guess i better focus on my study first. hell it is a tough time, i wish she understand that i am now in a hell mode but can't express to her that cause i know she is also in a trouble mode. all the best for her and for myself... :)
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