Today….. “Doom day”. Well today, I started my day with doing my 40% take home exam due tomorrow but just finished one question out of three. Then I move on in reading blog and came across my friend, Kenny blog…. I haven’t been reading his blog for weeks now. Guess what I came across. According to Kennysia.com, my “living is a confused life” blog is funny only because I made a lot of spelling mistake. Well I guess no one really understand me, this blog expressed the truth in me and what is really in my heart.
Whether it is funny or not, doesn’t really matter to me. Whether people read my blog or not don’t mean a thing to me. So at the same time, whether I did many spelling mistake, who cares.. :P. This is who I am and what I am, like it or not it is the true me and that about my comment towards his comment on my blog.
Back to my own life, since my last update so many things have happen. First of all, my study, I have like 7 assignments due 6 of it worth 40% and one of it worth 20%. STRESSSS!!!!!!! AND VERY STRESSSS!!!!!!!!!
Then move on to my friends…. Lately I was thinking what wrong with my monthly dinner group gang!!! It seems to be very sad and breaking apart lately. As I was talking to some of them I realized that we are going through some sort of low time. It seem like there is more and more internal issues that need to be speak out… SO I will start here and home my fellow monthly dinner gang can continue.
1) I am extremely unhappy being treated like a driver and so I wish you guys can understand especially tat weng. The reason is not because I don’t want to drive you around but you have to understand, we are all students and petrol is really an unnecessarily expenditure just to drive you here and there. Other than that is the way when you actually asked for it, people might feel extremely unhappy when you are bossing around or commanding people to drive you around. Further to that, I am extremely pissed when I already say no and you make a decision by yourself to overturn my decision. For example, I say to meet kah mun at KFC but you told mun we will come and pick you up. It is like you make your decision without actually care who’s car that is and who is driving. This is about being treated like a driver and I hope everyone won’t have a hard feeling towards this comment and take it as time to say everything out before it is too late and our monthly group breaks apart.
2) Candice and Stiener, I don’t have a problem with you guys actually just to say sorry if you guys feel left out. The reasons why I seldom call you guys are because you stay on the opposite side of me. L You are in West Perth and I am in Waterford. I am sure we can work out something to keep in touch and we are still best friend of cause no matter what. You are always my best friends.
3) David Koko and Dine Cehceh, hm… problems with us is that we seldom see one another as often as we used too. It seem like since you guys graduated and married, we have lesser time to meet up due to different commitment and free time so when we meet up it may seem a bit awkward. Nevertheless, you two will always be my koko and cehceh in Perth, sorry to forget and wish you guys happy birthday….. I am really busy with assignment.
4) Gline and Jamie… hm… I guess we have not been very close all these while but certainly we are still in our monthly dinner group as friend who care about one another and a bonding friendship that is to remain strong. Anyway gline, we have to work together mah… so will sure have to keep it strong :D.
5) Mun and Tiffy, well you two I guess not much problems… so no need to say anything…. Because we are still working together and see each other very often in ISC office.
6) Nicole, I guess sometime you might feel I am very bad, which I am sometime… I admit. I feel our problems occurs not because of us but more just because of my stress in study and always see you pretty much at the wrong time or wrong place.
7) Kanny, Mien and Lin, I guess this time I would have to say we are neutral so nothing wrong… coz maybe our friendship is new and that we haven’t put too much personal feeling into our friendship as the friendship is not into the very Mature stage except for me and lin… something like my carer… now hehehe….
8) My dearest, yoyo, well since you left… I have feel so lonely in the group again like the person with partner and seeing everyone with their partner so happy and enjoying themselves.
9) EX-Monthly dinner gang, Kenny & Phang & Joey. Well since you guys leave there is lack of communications between us… but I guess we can work sometime out right… afterall we were once sitting at the same table and eat… :P
I hope this will draw a line to the end of the problems and let us build up or group again never to let it split apart, new member or not doesn’t really matter but our old friendship has to be maintain. Hope none of you have a hard feeling and feel free to criticize all my comment and scold me… afterall we are always open to one another and not much secret kept in between us.
Well... hope to see a brand new friendship….
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6 comments:
Poor Jacky. :)
Just to let you know that I've been following your every single entry as well as those from everyone else in Perth. Obviously I still miss you all and hold our friendship in high regard.
Oh yea, as for the spelling mistakes comment. What I meant was that I can understand the troubles you're going through. Just that sometimes when I noted the spelling mistakes that you accidentally made, it kinda spoils the mood that's all. No malice intended and I hope I don't come across as a mean bastard. :)
Study hard.
It's just funny how i was just telling Naomi over lunch y'day about our 'gang'. How I feel we're all falling apart and it's not as fun as it is used to be. But then again, people walk in and out of our lives.
I reckon 2003 is the best year when Phang and Joey were still around (not tht I'm close to them) but hmm...life goes on I supposed.
On a personal note, since when you're bad? Don't be too hard on yourself.
-nicnic-
Dear little boy,
You are not the only one that forgot about our b'days. Many thanks to Nic and Kenny, Gline and Jamie for their thoughful gifts. We don expect gifts but just a simple SMS (thanks to Kah Mun and Candice) will be very much appreciated.
Lesser time together? Of course la..We were busy working day and nite before we left for hols. After that we need to fill up our "deep hole in the pocket".
I (David) work everyday except Mon. You guys will be busy with assignments, exams and class.
That's why We initiated the monthly dinner to get together when we all couldn't meet up at one time or another for whatever reasons.
Based on the past few monthly dinners, we are both very upset with the organisation and motivation or spirit towards it.
I agree with you in being treated as "DRIVER". Just to let you know that "YOU ARE NOT ALONE". Everyone has limited budget during Uni's life,or EVEN working life, he or she should consider for others. Just put urself in the "Driver's" shoes. Then again not everyone will feel the same way though but that's how we feel. Jacky, you are not SWAN TAXI !!
I'm glad that you brought this up and hope everyone will read, realise and respond to it. (David hardly read blog.Unless his wife tells him to do so..)
ALL the best for your ASSignments and EXams~~
D&G
I apologise for 'RaY7' dropping his comment like that. He's a little enthusiastic trying to promote his site so he copy and pasted his advertisements on all blogs I linked to in my site.
Sorry.
mr sia,
i figured as much ;p
Ray, fuck off!! stop blog whoring.
-nicnic-
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